so I been thinking a lot lately. and me and my love are setting into our new apartment pretty well things are finding their place and life is moving forward. yes, it's smaller and I know that that bothers my love fairly regularly and frankly it bothers me sometimes too, but it is a nice home and cozy I think. still I have a strange nagging .....

last night I had a strange dream, it involed me traveling to some facility and taking a test, one of my best friends was taking the test too, only thing was I wasn't really taking the test, I was there to rescue someone. I slip away from the test group first chance I get and travel the facility and slip into the 'secreat' are. I have some kind of pass code or security card and I start searching. I dodge guards and move around and search rooms and over here some men in suits talking one saying. "she has Escaped she's here in facility still find HER FIND HER NOW!" somehow i know they are talking about the person I have come for. and I redouble my efforts and as I'm passing through a laundry room I see a sleeve wave at me and I move closer and my love sticks her head up out of the pile of laundry. now my love has beautiful red hair and a lovely figure. it was her but she was thin, frail, and her head was shaved. I don't remember what exactly I said but it was to the extent of don't worry love I got you now and I'll get you out of this place. I remember picking her up and carring her and being scared and being worried about how she weighted so little. She passes out in my arms not sure why. we followed the coradoor back and as I'm making for the double doors that lead into the public area of the facility soilders see us and start to chase and I get through the door. I get through the double doors put my love down (she's still unconcious) and hold the doors shut as the other men try to break through. I see 3 more soilders come through a different door (the wear a strange uniform with body armor) and I start to panic till I see their faces. it's My love's oldest son and 2 other men I didn't know but I knew somehow where allies. the move and hold the door and tell me to run more are outside waiting to pick up me and her. so I run still carring my love in my arms outside where a car pulls up it's black the window rolls down and a man said he's been waiting on us.

I get in he drives and i tend to my love making sure she's comfortable and kept warm, as we drive I wonder weither or not the people helping me rescure her are any better then the one's I'm saving her from....

I woke up then. that sense of uneasiness has followed me all day, to work, through the rush, and even back to home. I'm expecting something to happen....something I can't stop but can brace for, something bad.... I just don't know what it is....